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Is this anything?'s avatar

I read this.

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Ayush's avatar

I loved reading about Sakshi's passion for theatre, especially how language came alive for her in the art form.

I look forward to getting to know her in your words, Binu, and I hope the writing gives you a measure of peace and strength 💜

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Binu Sivan's avatar

Thanks Ayush 🙏🏾. Writing is my great form of therapy. Am just dipping my toe in to the stories from the last few years. Mostly because I have to approach them slowly and safely for my own mental health’s sake.

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Juggy's avatar

Binu you ass you made me cry. Not just for Sakshi but for Sunil as well. I know it goes just contrary to what Ms. Frye is telling us to do but I just couldn’t help it. I kept thinking if they were here how they would have been.

You have written so beautifully Binu. I always knew that the pen is mightier than a sword; your writing re-emphasises that. We love you.

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Binu Sivan's avatar

Juggy, I love you too❤️. Most days I am thinking that Sakshi, Sunil and Rama, and many others we know and love are up there, having a party, looking at us and saying, “Gawd! What a dramatic, silly lot!”

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Rohan Banerjee's avatar

This was a riveting and heart-rending piece. There is so much emotion in your words when you write about Sakshi. It is a privilege to read these pieces because of how honest they are and how much of yourself you put into them.

I hope writing gives you some measure of comfort and wish continuing success to all of the initiatives Sakshi inspired.

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Binu Sivan's avatar

Thanks Rohan for reading. I am trying to write these as honestly as I can. Which is why the last three posts have been about one stray incident. Am building up the courage to write about the rest.

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Alaknanda Sengupta's avatar

My God, this piece!💙🩵🌻💖 It is perfection. Soo beautifully written and flawlessly edited. I read it in one gulp through misty eyes, my heart pounding a little at the sheer depth of emotion that you have crafted through simple words.

I believe this too - Sakshi is everywhere. I will buy the candles that will spread her special light and joy.

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Binu Sivan's avatar

Thank you Alaknanda 🤗❤️. So glad you read and liked it.

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Sai's avatar

You have a way with words Binu, you always have, but when you write about Sakshi, there is a certain beauty to your words, it is very soothing.. Every time I read about Sakshi, I get a clearer picture of the wonderful soul she is, I get to revisit Sakshi through your eyes, and for that, I thank you.

P.S. When my dad passed, a friend of mine gave me a card with this poem by Mary Elizabeth Frye written. Thank you for this reminder, I like to think of it as a cheeky nod from my dad.

Sai.

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Binu Sivan's avatar

Thank you Sai. ❤️. When I write about Sakshi, I write completely from my heart. I hope I always continue to do so. As for the Frye poem, it is one of my favourites and I am so glad it reminded you of your dad ❤️.

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Thelma's avatar

Dear Binu,

Deeply moved by your courageous and fierce expressions of love, more than grief

Sharing your thoughts than holding on to the why of things

Infusing your daughters beauty into kindness and care for others

Continuing to write and share through your choreography of sorrow, peace, love and longing.

May you find grace, patience and peace.

Love

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Binu Sivan's avatar

Thank you Thelma. ❤️. What a beautiful poetic comment! They do say grief is only present where there is love, so I guess everything ties together in the end.

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Binu Sivan's avatar

Thanks Kavi ❤️. I am constantly trying to write as simply as possible. So that compliment is truly appreciated! You better have her in your heart always or she will somehow let you know what she thinks 😁

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Kavitha's avatar

Binu, I have always loved your writing.. but now it’s at another level.. your words are powerful in their simplicity and moving in their depth.. much love to you and Suresh always💕 big hugs to my Saku. She will remain in my thoughts and heart always💜

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